Here is what Scott Blagden would burn:
I’d burn that basement
bedroom. That basement bedroom in the little red house in the woods with the
cheesy paneling. That basement bedroom where I watched my dad straddle my
brother on the yard-sale twin bed and beat the shit out of him. I’d burn that
kitchen. That kitchen in the little red house in the woods with the enormous
oak table and bench seating. That kitchen where I watched my dad slam my mom
against the sunflower wallpaper and choke the shit out of her. I’d burn his
booze bottles. I’d burn his belt. I’d burn the holidays when Dad said all he
wanted as a gift was love. I’d burn the front-row pew he made us sit in at St.
Mary’s. I’d burn the cancer cells that straddled his lungs and beat the shit
out of him. The cancer cells that left him paralyzed in a pile of his own shit
on that yard-sale twin bed in his filthy apartment. The cancer cells that
forced me to forgive and forget. I’d burn all that shit.
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wow. think i too will have to read this. his words and images are already echoing and flashing. look forward to seeing you again at this year's hsc - a look on their website today reminded me how much i loved your talk last year - seems you will be back....see soon, kim
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